Tuesday, May 26, 2009

The Hike of Insanity

Well I’ve been here in Alaska for a week now and I’ve enjoyed every minute.  It has been so much fun spending time with Laurie and seeing the part of the country she has been living in for the last year.  It is absolutely beautiful here and I’m struck anew by the awesome majesty and splendor of the Creator each time I venture outside.  Mere pictures cannot compare to the glory of trees, the magnificence of the snow covered mountains, or the beauty of Mendenhall Lake, smooth as glass in the early morning.  I knew Juneau was beautiful, but I wasn’t prepared to have my breath taken away looking at the horizon from the top of a mountain.  In short:  I love it here! 

Here are a few things I’ve noticed about Juneau and a small (at least smaller than Riverside) town:

1.  Traffic consists of seven cars on the road at one time

2.  People actually make eye contact with you and say hello here

3.  The road goes through parking lots

4.  You can’t see the air you’re breathing

5.  Where Riverside’s freeways are decorated with graffiti or, on occasion, wall art, Juneau roads are adorned with waterfalls and lined with trees

6.  Folks here’s don’t know what a flyover is and are mystified by the thought of an octopus of freeway overpasses

7.  Folks don’t buy much meat here… they hunt for it (and have the antlers or heads to prove it)

8.  Drinking hot chocolate in the middle of May because it’s cold outside is fantastic

9.  Juneau summers are like Riverside winters – hallelujah it’s not hot here!

10.  And some total strangers feel like friends the minute you meet them

I’ve defiantly done things here that I never thought I’d do.  I ate moose. I kissed a glacier, but more on that later, and I’ve seen it light outside at 10:30 at night.  That was bizarre.  I’ve only seen it dark here once and that was only because we stayed up to watch a movie.  I went outside at 12:30 in the morning just to see what the dark in Juneau looked like.  Let me tell you – it’s dark.  I couldn’t see the backyard.  There were a few lights from other houses, but other than that it was pitch black.  Alas there was a cloud cover so we couldn’t see the stars but it was pretty neat nonetheless.  I never imagined I’d have to lock up my garbage.  Yup, here they have latches on the trash barrels and then they lock the barrels in a tinny compartment to keep the bears form getting into it.  Crazy I know.

Now, about this glacier business.  Laurie and I are pretty level headed and have a fairly good hold on common sense, but last Friday we did something rather stupid but incredibly fun.  Mama, stop reading here.  I went to work with Laurie on Friday and a co-worker of hers suggested that we hike out to the glacier.  Great!  Sounds like fun.  She told us about a trail that is harder, but shorter with “only a little rocky area you have to climb up.”  No problem right, little rocky area, no sweat.  So the two of us got back to her apartment and packed up the backpack.  Water, check.  Juice for lows, check.  Lifesavers, check.  Chocolate, CHECK.  Cameras, check.  Food, naw, we won’t be that long (let the stupidity begin). 

We made it to the trail, checked the bulletin board just to make sure there were no recent bear sightings, said a quick pray that the Good Lord would keep any hungry bears away from us and set off.  The trail was beautiful.  It was green, cool and crisp.  Rather than hearing the sounds of the freeways in the distance our ears were tickled with the sounds of the birds and the river.  We meet a group of kids returning from their fieldtrip to the glacier jumping down the trail on their way back to the bus.  With grins as big as open sky they reported with pride that they had kissed the glacier.  Apparently that’s the thing to do here in Juneau. 

After about half an hour of walking we found the trail that Laurie’s co-worker had told us about.  As we went along, the trail got increasingly difficult.  Clearly this trail wasn’t well traveled because the overgrowth made it impossible to walk upright in parts.  But did that stop us, no sir.  Undeterred we continued on.  Crossing rivers proved to be a mite bit challenging.  My sister just tromped through the river in her ExtraTuf boots but me other the other hand did not have the luxury of rubber boots, only a pair of running shoes.  Cautiously, I hoped from one stone to the next.  Blisters as a result of hiking in wet shoes did not sound appealing to me.  At one point the trail became a nearly straight down rocky drop.  This must be the part Laurie’s co-worker was taking about (insert sarcastic laugh here).  Slowly we worked our way down and continued on our way. 

Eventually we ran out of trail and still hadn’t found the glacier (Hmmm… no trail, red flag right?  Well if it was the two Hubbard sisters ignored it completely).   Instead we found the side of a cliff.   Correction, that must be the rocky part Laurie’s friend was talking about, we decided. Half way up we decided to take a break and called Mama and Daddy to tell them we were on the side of a mountain, brilliant I know.  Gathering our strength once again we made our way up the cliff convinced that the glacier would be on the other side.  It wasn’t.  Instead there was another cliff.  Too determined to go back, we set off again walking farther and farther away from the trail.  Did I mention we didn’t have the brains to mark our trail?  But someone else had, but we didn’t figure that out until we were on our way back.  Whoever they were, we love them!

To make a long story short… well shorter, we made it to he top of the second cliff only to be greeted with another one. “Only a little rocky area you have to climb up.”  Ha!  I must say, the view from the top of the mountain was spectacular.  I won’t even try to describe it because words cannot do it justice.  The picture at the beginning of this blog will have to suffice.  All I can say is how mighty and glorious is our God!  We finally made it to the glacier where is was about 20 degrees cooler with the wind bouncing off the glacier putting the temperature around 40 something.  We were both so hot from climbing that we welcomed the cool.  We both kissed the glacier, and crouched in the ice caves.  As I was taking Laurie’s picture the glacier began to move slightly.  I’ve never seen my sister move so fast! 

We decided to walk along the edge of the river on the way back.  It wasn’t nearly as difficult as the trip to the glacier for which we were extremely grateful.  Unfortunately for me, one of the last streams we crossed, I slipped of my steppingstone and landed in the water.  So much for keeping my shoes dry.  After three hours and fifteen minutes, a few close calls with cliffs and long drops, two tired, sweaty, hungry, wet, and laughing sisters beamed as the car came into sight.  It felt so good to sit down!  We have affectionately named our hike the Hike of Insanity.  Probably not one of our brightest ideas but it was a lot of fun.  Okay Mama, you can read again. 

Well that’s all from Alaska for now.  I have so many more stories, but those must wait until I get back to Riverside.  May the Good Lord bless and keep you all!

Thursday, April 23, 2009

"I'm Coming Home...

...To the place where I belong!"  Only three more days till I leave!  I can't wait!

It's been a pretty stressful few weeks.  I'm not enjoying my job at all.  There's a lot going on there - kids and staff.  While I know in my head that I am extremely blessed to have such a great job that gives me so much vacation, benefits, retirement, good pay, etc, I can't help but be unhappy. Everyone knows that when they start dreaming and/or having nightmares about work, it's time to take a break...which leads me to: "I'm coming home to the place where I belong..."

My roommate and I are parting ways.  We're good, just at two different places.  She found an apartment and will be moving out by June 1.  Which means, I need to find a place by then as well.  Not going to be fun...It's got me stressed quite a bit.  I am looking...there are some options, but most want renters right away.  That's no good.  And..."I'm coming home..." so it's going to be tough looking for places while I'm in CA...

Some good things:
-Hikes with Amy (see pictures)
-The three straight days of sun we've gotten!  Yes folks - it's been in the upper 40's lower 50's!  Bust out those flip flops!
-A car that STILL RUNS!
-A ticket home!
-3 1/2 weeks away from work
-A chance to see my family and friends back home
-"I'm coming home to the place where I belong!"

Here's the song...it's called "Home".


See you all soon!

Blessings!

Friday, April 3, 2009

Sing Alleluia

An entry from my personal journal:

"I never thought that something on cable TV would bless me and bring me to such tears.  No, I didn't cry much.  But wow...

"There are so many reasons I can't wait to get to heaven, and the greatest will always be to see Jesus face to face and be with Him physically, for all of eternity.  I can't even wrap my mind around that...It's going to be awesome!  I can't wait to see my grandpa again, and all the other people I miss - friends and family.  I can't wait to talk to the martyrs and hear their stories.  And I get to do this forever...what a blessing!

"I was watching 'The Best of the Dove Awards' on cable tonight.  Sure, there were artists and songs I didn't much care for and that I would rather not listen to you.  But there was one point where the whole audience was singing  God praise and worshiping Him.  It was beautiful!  Even as I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes.  There, in a room filled with professional musicians, all singing together in harmony in worship!  Wow...Never have I heard a more beautiful sound.  I can only imagine that heaven will be just like that!  I get to sing with all the professionals and worship with them!  And I can't wait!"

It's about 11:30pm as I write this, and my heart is so full and so happy that I can't sleep!  This song I've put on the blog is the one I've been listening to and singing with all night long.  I want to dance and belt it out!  I should...my roommate is not around...

I hope you are blessed tonight.

Friday, March 13, 2009

Simplicity

Wow...It's been quite some time since my last blog!  Lot's has happened, and at the same time, there's not a whole lot to tell.

I got a bed!  That's right, I'm now sleeping on a genuine mattress instead of the hard floor!  Let's just say this was one of the best purchases I have ever made!  I love going to bed!  And now, if any of you ever come to visit (hint hint) you'll have a place to sleep!  This is a good thing!  And with the bed came the rearranging of my room.  Now, it still has work to do for when Linda gets up here, but it's a start.  Another good thing.

Work continues to be crazy.  This past week I worked eight straight days because my schedule was switching around.  Let's see.  In the past eight days, I have dealt with:
  • Two girls cutting themselves
  • A suicide note
  • A girl barricading herself in a room, non-responsive
  • Six girls PMSing all at once
  • Six girls with extremely rude, defiant and annoying behaviors
Sound like fun?  Anyone want my job?  Needless to say, I'm SO glad for two days off!  I need it badly!   I'm happy to report the two girls cutting themselves have stopped, for now, and are doing much better.  The girl that had barricaded herself in the room for three hours is also doing much better and is her "happy, normal" self again.  Poor thing - she even went to each of the staff and her peers to apologize for her behaviors!  She really is a sweet girl.  And the suicide note girl has a plan for when she gets sad again, so hopefully we'll be alright there.  Never a dull moment!

This past week, it snowed about 12 inches.  Yikes!  When will the snow stop???  Answer: never.  I seriously don't think it will ever stop.  I can only hope...It's raining now, so that's a sign of warmer weather.  

I must say, I've enjoyed this day just sitting in PJ's, with a hot cup of tea, watching LOST, and listening to the rain.  There's not a whole lot more peaceful.

Which reminds me, LINDA - YOU'RE DEAD!  Linda, my dear sister, told me to watch LOST.  So being the wonderful sister I am, I did.  And it makes me angry.  Seriously.  I hate the show - it makes no sense!  But I can't stop watching it because I have to know what happens.  That's the dumb part.  Any normal person would just say, "this is dumb, and I'm not going to waste my time on a show that doesn't make sense."  Apparently, I am not a normal person and cannot do that.  GRRRRR...

I'm currently reading the book "All I Ever Needed to Know, I Learned in Kindergarden".  It's a great book.  Makes you think about the simple things in life.  It's a book of thoughts about common things.  Easy read - I suggest reading it!  It's made me look at life up here.  How different it is in Juneau to Riverside.  Some of the things are big things, but some are the small things: how you can go to the store and see at least five people you know at any given time; how the fastest speed limit is 55 mph; how when there is an avalanche, everyone rushes to help; how people know how to appreciate the weather.  That's probably the biggest one. 

I hate the snow.  Mark, my landlord, loves the snow.  He says that the snow is like God cleansing out all the bad and making it white, just like the snow.  He says it is a purifying that happens every year and gets us ready for the new year.  I look at it and see a mess and a driving hazard.  But that's the type of things people up here see.  When it's sunny outside, people call in sick at work just so they can go outside and enjoy the sun!  They've learned to look at the beauty everywhere and in every situation.  I love that!  It's something I can learn as well...

Hope all you are doing well!  I miss you, and for those of you in So Cal, I'll get to see you in about 45 days!!!

Love you!
Blessings!

Monday, February 16, 2009

I Want to be Beautiful...

Time for a "girlie" post?  My guess is that most of you will laugh, but hey - I can live with a few laughs...ha!

It's been a tough week at work.  One of my girls and I are not getting along much at all.  I can't seem to win with her!  I try and try, but it's just no good.  Sunday night's journal (the girls have to write a journal each night processing through their day.  The journals are a "safe" place for them to express themselves explicitly - they can swear and write whatever they're thinking) had a few choice words for me bringing up all the things she hates about me.  I consider myself a pretty strong person, but when I go to work each day and get the evil eye, muttering under the breath, and the hate journals, it gets to wear on me.  It hurts!  I can't pretend that I don't have feelings - I do.  But the girls don't remember this - they don't remember that we're human as well.  We do make mistakes!  We do have feelings!  We have bad days too!  It's a lot to live up to.

I haven't been able to talk to many people back home this past week either because I've been sick and trying to sleep it off and get my voice back (good news - it's back!).  Not talking to friends is REALLY hard, especially when your week is not so good.  I miss them!  I miss my family!  I need a hug...

I'm reading the book Captivating right now.  It's a book about looking into the heart of a woman.  I've been journaling throughout the book, and trust me, I've learned a lot!  Even when it's hard to admit, I have been accepting this for the past week: I want to be beautiful!  I want to be someone who shines.  I want to show people love.  I want to be enough for the folks I come into contact with.  I want someone to tell me, "you are beautiful.  I think you are beautiful."  Sounds selfish...but it's especially true when I've had a week like the one I just had.  I don't feel beautiful.  I don't feel like I'm enough.  I don't feel like I'm shining.  Sometimes, I just need to be reminded of it.

So if you're bored, send me an email or give me a call!  I have a voice now, so I can actually talk!  I may cough in your ear, but I have a voice!

I love you all!

Blessings!

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Juneau Crud

Sound fun?  Let me tell you, it's not.  It's basically the common cold but kick the not feeling good about 50% higher and you've got Juneau Crud.  My roommate has had it for that past two weeks and is still not over it.  This is not good.

But, here's the great thing about Juneau Crud: I get to sit on the couch all day and watch 24!  And no one judges me because I'm sick and you can't judge a sick person.  So I'm in my comfy clothes with my hot tea, under my t-shirt blanket, and enjoying 24.  Still debating whether or not to call in sick for work tomorrow...maybe I should...

It's still snowing outside.  Actually, I just looked out the window, and at the present moment, it's not snowing.  But it will - the sky is grey and white.  I think someone on the radio reported that we've gotten over 130 inches of snow since October.  Figures.  The winter I come up, they get a record amount of snow.  ;-)

I ran errands today - mostly just to get allergy and sinus medicine.  Went over to the Harris' house to check the mail and got to play with Marina for a bit (Marina is their dog).  Marina was SO excited to see someone (they're gone for a couple weeks) and was jumping around in the snow and biting the snow.  She was so fun.  She gave me the puppy dog sad eyes as I was leaving. 

Sorry to report that there is not a whole lot more to report on!  Life is pretty much the same up here.  For those of you who read this blog, write me questions that I can answer!  I love questions!  You can put them in the comments section of this blog, or email me.  

Wow, this blog is kinda scrambled.  I must be sick.  Time to get a refill on tea and turn on 24.  I love you all and miss you tons!

Blessings!

Monday, January 26, 2009

Guess that Song

This is a note that someone did on Facebook, and I thought it was great. Don't forget to read and post on the other blog I did earlier today!

Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 25 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing
Step 3: Strike through the songs when someone guesses both artist and track correctly
Step 4: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING!

1. Prepare ye the way of the Lord! - Prepare ye the Way by Godspell
2. Fifteen minutes left to throw me together - Settlin' by Sugarland
3. He drowns in his dreams, an exquisite extreme, I know - Beautiful Disaster by Kelly Clarkson
4. You'll walk unscathed through musket fire - My Ain True Love by Alison Krauss
5. Everyday more wicked! Everyday the terror grows! - Thank Goodness by Wicked!
6. It's not hard to know what you're thinking - Fade to Grey by Jars of Clay
7. I woke up this morning - there was rain in the sky - Love Will Save the Day by Geoff Moore and the Distance
8. Lord you have my heart, and I will search for yours - Lord you have my heart by Delirious?
9. Don't be afraid, you'll be alright
10. Who is this King of Glory who pursues me with his love - King of Glory by Third Day
11. Every now and then on my way home
12. Grandma burned the biscuits, nearly took the house down with it - Eillsworth by Rascal Flatts
13. When the music fades into the past
14. Think of me, think of me fondly - Think of me by Phantom of the Opera
15. I can think why you think you belong to me
16. Lift your gaze, be lifted up
17. Mama please don't go, won't you stay here for one more day
18. An only child alone and wild - Leader of the Band by Dan Fogelberg
19. I'll fly away old glory - I'll fly away by Jars of Clay
20. All my world, all I've lost, the wrecks I've made here
21. Shepherd, your sheep are weary
22. Here I am Lord and I'm drowning - East to West by Casting Crowns
23. Well I've been around for a pretty good while
24. What will be left when I draw my last breath
25. Don't ride your bike off a ramp that's more than three bricks high - Don't Ask Me How I Know by Bobby Pinson

Have fun!